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2020 366 Project!
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Ok, journal!
So I’ve decided to do a 366 project this year (leap year! So we get an extra day!). In 2010, I did a 365 Project that’s all in my gallery, and I found it to be very rewarding and a big part in my growth as an artist. 10 years later, I’m finally done with school (5.5 years undergrad, 1 year break, 4 years grad school! Yeesh), got married to choknater (another artist, of course 😂) and now I’ve joined the workforce of America and have time to draw again! (I suppose I always technically had time to draw, but I would always just feel guilty drawing when I should have been studying.)
Anyway, in 2011, I tried doing a 52 week project where I did a “finished” illustration/drawing/painting every week, and I found that to be much more challenging and time-consuming.. and ultimately not a doable thing for me, as I stopped not long through the year.
So this year, my motivation is the watercolor supply stash/empty sketchbooks/that I’ve accumulated over the years + an early midlife crisis (lol) that makes me want to remember the joys of drawing/painting, so this is a way to get me going again.
Hopefully it goes well, ahah! I mean— this will go well!!! *motivated*
Anyway, thanks to everyone who’s still here!! Please bear with me this year!!
Sp
Ok, journal!
So I’ve decided to do a 366 project this year (leap year! So we get an extra day!). In 2010, I did a 365 Project that’s all in my gallery, and I found it to be very rewarding and a big part in my growth as an artist. 10 years later, I’m finally done with school (5.5 years undergrad, 1 year break, 4 years grad school! Yeesh), got married to choknater (another artist, of course 😂) and now I’ve joined the workforce of America and have time to draw again! (I suppose I always technically had time to draw, but I would always just feel guilty drawing when I should have been studying.)
Anyway, in 2011, I tried doing a 52 week project where I did a “finished” illustration/drawing/painting every week, and I found that to be much more challenging and time-consuming.. and ultimately not a doable thing for me, as I stopped not long through the year.
So this year, my motivation is the watercolor supply stash/empty sketchbooks/that I’ve accumulated over the years + an early midlife crisis (lol) that makes me want to remember the joys of drawing/painting, so this is a way to get me going again.
Hopefully it goes well, ahah! I mean— this will go well!!! *motivated*
Anyway, thanks to everyone who’s still here!! Please bear with me this year!!
Sp
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Attempt to float ($10 Commissions! OPEN)
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Hello to anyone still out there ;_;
Small update from the life of one who has disappeared from the earth: I’m drawing again [sorta]! Within the past year I’ve gotten a new toy that I’ve justified purchasing for educational purposes (it really does help! ;o; ) and I’ve finally had time to take a break from studying and play with it a little! It’s an iPad Pro and pencil, so I’ve been playing around in Procreate and a couple of other apps that I haven’t gotten the hang of yet (any suggestions on apps/tips, let me know if you’ve got any!).. BUT IT’S SO WONDERFUL! I can study.. and work.. and doodle everywhere and be productive and procrastinate YAY ALL IN ONE DEVICE
Also, I’ve put myself in a bit of a crunch from an unfortunate misjudgement so I’m going to try doing commissions to keep myself afloat for the time being. Oh, sigh. How have I managed up until now... aha.. OTL...
~~ Commission Info YAY ~~
UPDATE: I had to raise prices because my quick sketches turned into.. not very quick sketches 
I just.. want to add more and more details.. I can't help it T_T
I’ll have 3 slots open at a time for now, gotta play it by ear and see how my wrist holds up! Using a pencil-textured brush with light shading, like this!
Prices as follows for sketches:
$10 - Quick sketches yay!
$20 - Waist-up for a single character + $15 per additional character
$30 - Full body for a single character + $20 per additional character
(If you want anything else like color, background, etc, message me and we can work something out!)
SLOT 1: Spirit-of-Vice
Working out the details!
SLOT 2: OPEN
SLOT 3: SilentxTime Working out the details!
Please message me if you’re interested!! I can do PayPal, Venmo, Facebook, whatever is easiest for you! Any support would be so greatly appreciated <3 I’ll update the slots with my progress!
Thank you to anyone who has stuck around and still watches me ‘til today ;_; I wish I could hug each person who reads this ;_; <3
Always,
SP <333333
Small update from the life of one who has disappeared from the earth: I’m drawing again [sorta]! Within the past year I’ve gotten a new toy that I’ve justified purchasing for educational purposes (it really does help! ;o; ) and I’ve finally had time to take a break from studying and play with it a little! It’s an iPad Pro and pencil, so I’ve been playing around in Procreate and a couple of other apps that I haven’t gotten the hang of yet (any suggestions on apps/tips, let me know if you’ve got any!).. BUT IT’S SO WONDERFUL! I can study.. and work.. and doodle everywhere and be productive and procrastinate YAY ALL IN ONE DEVICE
Also, I’ve put myself in a bit of a crunch from an unfortunate misjudgement so I’m going to try doing commissions to keep myself afloat for the time being. Oh, sigh. How have I managed up until now... aha.. OTL...
~~ Commission Info YAY ~~
UPDATE: I had to raise prices because my quick sketches turned into.. not very quick sketches I just.. want to add more and more details.. I can't help it T_T I’ll have 3 slots open at a time for now, gotta play it by ear and see how my wrist holds up! Using a pencil-textured brush with light shading, like this!
Prices as follows for sketches:
$10 - Quick sketches yay!
$20 - Waist-up for a single character + $15 per additional character
$30 - Full body for a single character + $20 per additional character
(If you want anything else like color, background, etc, message me and we can work something out!)
SLOT 1: Spirit-of-Vice
Working out the details!SLOT 2: OPEN
SLOT 3: SilentxTime Working out the details!
Please message me if you’re interested!! I can do PayPal, Venmo, Facebook, whatever is easiest for you!
Any support would be so greatly appreciated <3 I’ll update the slots with my progress!Thank you to anyone who has stuck around and still watches me ‘til today ;_; I wish I could hug each person who reads this ;_; <3
Always,
SP <333333
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Life/surgery update
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Hi everyone, sigh! Life's been a rollercoaster lately and I know I completely left with a cliffhanger with my last journal entry.. First of all I just want to apologize for not updating.. You guys really mean a ton to me and that was the least I could have done. So here's an update-- sit tight, and I'll do my best to sum up everything without putting you to sleep 
The history is this: I've had a chronic wrist sprain since early 2008, and it's been gradually getting worse. I went through physical therapy for a year with no improvement, and just decided to live with it because it wasn't too unbearable as long as I didn't strain it. Drawing and painting was doable, but as the years went on, the pain started to surface sooner into my drawing sessions (eventually I'd only last 10 minutes drawing/painting before feeling pain). So I slowed down on art and just studied, ultimately working toward my bachelors degree a couple years ago.
Early last year, I found out I got into a post-grad program and they required a physical to be done, so while I was at my doctor's, I brought up my wrist. I had an appointment with a specialist, had an MRI done (where a doctor completely annihilated my wrist during injection and the pain was so bad and frequent I had to buy a wrist splint to wear for work, which I've never needed before), and awaited the results.
The result showed a cluster cyst wrapped around the radial artery in my right wrist, and the doctor asked me if I wanted to proceed with surgery, to which I was excited to finally find a treatment and agreed. After a month or so of waiting for the procedure (the surgeon apparently went on vacation for a whole month), I was finally in a hospital bed, IV'd up and everything, minutes away from being rolled into the procedure room. The same doctor (who was also the surgeon) approached me:
Dr: Where do you feel pain?
Sorry, I said this would be short but instead it's a whole novel long!
TL;DR: Due to apparent miscommunication, the surgery was canceled and my chronic wrist sprain has since been left untreated.
Thanks to everyone who has wished me well, and who has stuck by me until now! You're all the best!! I've been painting a bit lately and I'll post some of it up.
Cheers!
SP
The history is this: I've had a chronic wrist sprain since early 2008, and it's been gradually getting worse. I went through physical therapy for a year with no improvement, and just decided to live with it because it wasn't too unbearable as long as I didn't strain it. Drawing and painting was doable, but as the years went on, the pain started to surface sooner into my drawing sessions (eventually I'd only last 10 minutes drawing/painting before feeling pain). So I slowed down on art and just studied, ultimately working toward my bachelors degree a couple years ago.
Early last year, I found out I got into a post-grad program and they required a physical to be done, so while I was at my doctor's, I brought up my wrist. I had an appointment with a specialist, had an MRI done (where a doctor completely annihilated my wrist during injection and the pain was so bad and frequent I had to buy a wrist splint to wear for work, which I've never needed before), and awaited the results.
The result showed a cluster cyst wrapped around the radial artery in my right wrist, and the doctor asked me if I wanted to proceed with surgery, to which I was excited to finally find a treatment and agreed. After a month or so of waiting for the procedure (the surgeon apparently went on vacation for a whole month), I was finally in a hospital bed, IV'd up and everything, minutes away from being rolled into the procedure room. The same doctor (who was also the surgeon) approached me:
Dr: Where do you feel pain?
Me: Here (points to back of wrist)
She proceeded to tell me that my pain was not located near my cysts and that there was a risk of damaging my radial artery if there were any complications during surgery (the risks I already knew), and that because my pain was far from the cysts, the surgery would probably not relieve the pain I was experiencing. That was something I didn't know. She then asked if I was still willing to do the procedure.
The thought in my head: Are you kidding me? You couldn't have told me this before? I waited a whole month for this surgery when I could have been getting a second opinion and possibly treatment elsewhere? Side note: I was on a time crunch. My post-grad program (halfway across the country) was starting soon and I needed all the time I could for recovery if a surgery was necessary.
I declined the procedure, and was prescribed pain meds, which did not work.
I was pretty upset after that.. I thought my wrist was getting fixed and I guess I was just really disappointed and ashamed. I couldn't quite bring myself to update, and I didn't know what to say. Things got even more hectic as the year went on, and I just lost track of my art side.
So here I am now, a year later and my wrist is still the same. I'm on my "last summer break" before school resumes and the working world hits again, so I started to paint while I can. I still feel pain when I draw for too long but.. for now it's worth it.. My wrist won't kill me, I'll get it fixed one day, I just need to be patient during the processes again. I was just reminded of the joys of painting and drawing when I sat down to paint with my little sisters at home this past week. I look back at my old drawings and journals and wonder how I was so positive-- Who knew I'd be motivating my future self? haha!
She proceeded to tell me that my pain was not located near my cysts and that there was a risk of damaging my radial artery if there were any complications during surgery (the risks I already knew), and that because my pain was far from the cysts, the surgery would probably not relieve the pain I was experiencing. That was something I didn't know. She then asked if I was still willing to do the procedure.
The thought in my head: Are you kidding me? You couldn't have told me this before? I waited a whole month for this surgery when I could have been getting a second opinion and possibly treatment elsewhere? Side note: I was on a time crunch. My post-grad program (halfway across the country) was starting soon and I needed all the time I could for recovery if a surgery was necessary.
I declined the procedure, and was prescribed pain meds, which did not work.
I was pretty upset after that.. I thought my wrist was getting fixed and I guess I was just really disappointed and ashamed. I couldn't quite bring myself to update, and I didn't know what to say. Things got even more hectic as the year went on, and I just lost track of my art side.
So here I am now, a year later and my wrist is still the same. I'm on my "last summer break" before school resumes and the working world hits again, so I started to paint while I can. I still feel pain when I draw for too long but.. for now it's worth it.. My wrist won't kill me, I'll get it fixed one day, I just need to be patient during the processes again. I was just reminded of the joys of painting and drawing when I sat down to paint with my little sisters at home this past week. I look back at my old drawings and journals and wonder how I was so positive-- Who knew I'd be motivating my future self? haha!
Sorry, I said this would be short but instead it's a whole novel long!
TL;DR: Due to apparent miscommunication, the surgery was canceled and my chronic wrist sprain has since been left untreated.
Thanks to everyone who has wished me well, and who has stuck by me until now! You're all the best!! I've been painting a bit lately and I'll post some of it up.
Cheers!
SP
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Hi all! I keep saying I'll come back to deviantART and I deeply wish I that I did-- but I guess right now what I want to do is give a small update of my life right now:
This morning, I'll be having surgery on my right wrist. I have a jellybean-sized cluster of ganglion cysts in pockets near my radial artery that may have stemmed from a chronic wrist sprain from early 2008; not sure when exactly it formed, but gradually the pain while writing/drawing/painting has been getting worse/more frequent, so I had an MRI done last month and the cysts were discovered. At this point, the concern is the risk of damaging that artery during operation. It seems like it's a relatively minor surgery, but I've been growing quite nervous..!
Thank you, Lord, for the blessing of my right wrist and the fruitfulness that has come from it! One of my greatest fears has always been injuring my right hand and/or no longer being capable of drawing.. And I praise God for this opportunity to let go of that fear and put all my hope and trust in His plan. Holy Spirit, fill my heart with courage!!
Please pray with me for a successful surgery! I'll be checking in the hospital at 10:15AM PST, not sure of the time frame of the actual operation.. ah!!
And I seriously miss you all.. PLS GUYZ update me with something joyful that I can read in the waiting room before surgery and/or after while I am recovering!! :{D
Thank you so dearly, I love you all tons!!
<3
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Your dream art supply?
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Is there an art supply that you can only dream about right now? Maybe something like Copic markers, a high-quality paintbrush or a really nice camera..?
For me.. it's this beauty: www.amazon.com/gp/product/B005…
AH. It's the drafting desk I've been drooling over for almost a year now.. I've had it saved in my bookmarks and I always open the page to sigh at it because I can't afford it with all the tuition and fees from school (even though it's such a good price and has great ratings!). I've never had a desk in my room before-- For the past decade or more I've just had this little side table from IKEA www.ikea.com/us/en/catalog/pro… (I had my dad chop the legs in half so it sits like a mini coffee table.. and since I don't have a chair I sit at it on the floor, haha!) and.. sigh!
It's the drafting desk I've been drooling over for almost a year now.. I've had it saved in my bookmarks and I always open the page to sigh at it because I can't afford it with all the tuition and fees from school (even though it's such a good price and has great ratings!). I've never had a desk in my room before-- For the past decade or more I've just had this little side table from IKEA www.ikea.com/us/en/catalog/pro… (I had my dad chop the legs in half so it sits like a mini coffee table.. and since I don't have a chair I sit at it on the floor, haha!) and.. sigh!The reason why the glass drafting table would be amazing for me is because I desperately need a surface to do homework, draw, paint, etc. on. I've been noticing pains in my back and neck from my bad posture of crouching over my little table or doing homework on my bed.. So this desk would be great with the adjustable angle of the surface.. and plus, since the drafting table is glass, you can easily use it as a light table by shining a lamp from beneath (if you need to do transfer/tracing work).
Sigh!! If only, if only!! If you guys are looking for a good table, I STRONGLY suggest getting that one!! And then when you get it, tell me how wonderful it is.. *sniffle*.. haha! ;_;
Hope you are all doing well! Have a great Martin Luther King Jr Weekend!
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